DESPERATE WISH

When I was born,bred and grew up to join the workforce there was no computers.When the computers were invented,I was one of them who find it difficult to understand and work with it.Today after learning how to create an email account and surfing the net as well as creating a blog,I still feel I am not good at it.I still find trouble linking pages,reading and understanding instructions and don't even know what a url is let alone to post it.Wish I could find a guru to take me by the hand and teach me step by step.Sometimes I wish to try some of the programs offered on the internet but what I fear most isnot being able to execute the instructions given in the computer language.SOMEONE HELP ME!